So I've been temping for the last few days. Not sleeping enough either.
Tried a dating site O.o I even found someone to talk to although he's been ignoring me today... he's been logged in though. I have a sneaky suspicion that he left himself logged on this morning when he went to work! I wish I wasn't so impatient :)

Monday

Ok I've never been one for keeping diaries, but I'm at a pivotal point in my life and I want to record it, however fleetingly and unoticed it will be.

Quick background: In February the love of my life broke up with me. I was, as you would understand, devastated. I have never loved anyone like I loved this man (and I know lots of people say it but it's the God's honest truth).
Having been told by numerous friends at work and out, to never speak to him again, I ignored them all and kept in touch. It has been traumatic but also a steep learning curve. I realise what went wrong and I want to try again and do it right. But to do so I need Mr Right. As it is though I feel I might have to settle for Mr Right Now. Not that there is anyone.

No, that's a lie. There is. But he's in a different country, and married. Don't give me that look please, it was his decision not mine.
Met him a few months ago - no, that's wrong, known him for over a year online through this game we all play, Everquest 2 - I met him in the flesh (and oh what flesh it was) a few months ago as he was on route home to see his family. Stuff happened. Now I'm not sure whether he meant it or not, time will tell. In the meantime I keep looking... if you live in north London... *hint*

/yawn bed time...